GOOD GRADES - SOCIAL LIFE - ENOUGH SLEEP

Choose two.

I really like people with special names. I think that we got our name for a reason, even though maybe our parents picked it out randomly. If I could change my name after my mood, I would totally do it.
When it comes to my name, I am not satisfied. It is not international - not easy to pronounce. I think.
I would die for a middle name.

Reality is just a shared illusion.

What we have here is a dreamer. Someone completly out of touch with reality.

Every night before I fall asleep, I think about all the things I should have done during the day or week. Automaticly. Like it has to be done before I can enter Dreamland. And every night I tell myself: I'll start tomorrow.

Sometimes I feel like a zebra. Like I am something only a few people think I am - but really, I'm not.
Black with white stripes - white with black stripes.

I've always wanted to keep a diary. Just to have one. I don't know if I'd like to write in it, but in every movie where a girl has a diary - she seems so special. She is so mysterious yet smart and free-minded. Like she disables the real world and dives into this little book of her own stories, fantasies and thoughts. And if someone, especially the parent or any other kind of human being finds this book, she freaks out.. As if every girl should have a secret no one else should know about.
I don't know if I have any secrets. Perhaps I would know if I kept a diary? I wouldn't know. Last time I tried to write a page in my blue-covered diary my Grandma got me - all I could write about was the weather and what I ate for dinner.

I downloaded the movie The Virgin Suicides today. And I got the same feeling from this as I did when I saw Donnie Darko. I absolutely recommend both.

Hi, there.

Camilla. Norway. 17y. Female.
I have weird dreams and pay no attention in life. I like candy bought in Sweden and blue flowers. Music fascinates me. I believe I have a connection with the moon. The autumn wind is my friend and the only concern in my life right now, is if I wake up in time for the school bus or not.

What is your name?